I've got to say I love being me. I find peace and happiness through every little thing. I don't have much, or what people consider to be much, decent job, decent gf, decent education, loving family.
It doesn't change the fact that I want more but, I'm very happy what what I've got. Sure I know it could be better but you see, I've been through hell and I kept on going.
You've got to learn to appreciate and be happy with what you've got. I can't tell you how but just try to realize who you are and how lucky you are to be born in AmerifuckingA. The land of motherfucking opportunity.
I was telling X I was driving down SW on W Belfort. I saw so many Mexican'ts that don't have any identification or a social security card. That means they can't work or stay in the country legally, so they are restricted to being paid under the table and shafted often times. Imagine not being able to speak english, working your fucking ass off everyday and some days not even having work. Fuck that. I went to eat a lobster dinner afterward with my girlfriend. I shit on this earth and don't get shitted on. I guess that's what makes me happy, and yeah its selfish, so what.
To me, being happy is being yourself. Being able to not give a fuck what people think, and not just saying "oh i don't care" but really meaning it. In order to get here, you need to first realize who you are and not give a fuck what people will think of you if you do something just way out there like licking your finger and touching your nipple in public.
Find happiness in helping people, find happiness through the act of sex, find happiness through food, hell I don't give a fuck, find happiness through smoking crack.
If you do get addicted I know a good treatment center.
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